Good byes.

Jan 13, 2010 14:00

Tristan and jasper, both such a blessing to me that i feel so sorry for those wanting children and not having them for whatever reason. To never know what it feels like to have a young one in your life like that, the way they grow and love before your very eyes day in day out, the love that they give and the shining personality they project. Jasper is already nearly 10. it's almost time to say farewell to his childhood and Tristans' baby hood has just gone. How i already miss that.

Throwing stuff out takes time, and energy. It's hard not to divert and sit and think about how I got this or that and whether I should indeed say good bye. It's all about removing old habits and ghosts I guess. It's the starting a fresh.. again. But this time for keeps. i have plans upon plans and I go to bed dreaming about them.

I have been so unwell of late. Bali belly then food poisoning and during the hottest days. 45 degrees is not a nice place to be sick in.

This Sat is the Glitch good bye party. Everyone seems sadder about it than us. It all happens at once for us. We don't do anything by halves. Once glitch goes i shall also say good bye to this blog. Perhaps i might enter into a new blog. Not sure but I may just disappear for a while.
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