wasted vibrations

[glennornitier]

shot out exhaust in the rain. it was gross out today.. dan let me leave at 10 tonight. i put nasty porn on jimmy's laptop when he left it at school. he deserved it, he's obnoxious and wanted it. my eyes hurt. i am such a messed person. i have to go to school in three hours.. i am so out of it.. it's like my brain is just giving up on me so nothing is logical or thought out.. i'm tired and jaded but i can't sleep.. darnn.. i feel bad talking to people about my thoughts when they have their own heavy thoughts to carry and think about already. i'm really going to miss manda when she leaves.. i love her lots.

FUCK.FUCK FUCK.
my -god- i am so dead