Oct 08, 2007 20:09
I have no idea what I should do with school now :S.
I was just looking over my course outlines for two of my classes and I have 2 assignments due next month, which I have no information on yet. I'm missing notes from all my classes. Only one prof. has sent me notes, and I'm still missing 10 days worth of notes from those classes. ((I have two classes with the same prof.)) I have been recieving labs for climatology but still only outlines for the classes on WEBCT. No actual lectures at all. I missed a midterm last week and that prof. doesn't know how I'm going to make up for it.
The woman, Andrea, from disability services sent me an e-mail last week suggesting that I drop a course or two from this term. Which I can't afford to do because that screws up my graduation plans. Although, the more I think and look over things, the more that the whole idea of dropping a class is probably going to be the right thing for me to do, but I really don't want to have to resolve to that. I want to graduate in June 2008, not January 2009. It's just starting to frusterate me.
Also, my dad was saying to me in the car today that if I need to cut back on work in order to catch up and stay caught up, my parents are going to support me but I honestly don't know if I can afford to even do that. I need to start thinking about Christmas now. We're spending it in Edmonton with Diana, Don & Eric, and I know I'm going to want to go to West Edmonton Mall at least once while I'm out there to shop boxing day sales there, but at the rate things are going, I'm just going to have enough money to buy gifts for everyone and that's basically it.
This whole knee dislocation has completely thrown more or less everything out of wack. My social life, my school life, my work life, my family life, and even the time I share with Aaron. I've been so strong throughout this whole ordeal, that I think it's finally starting to wear down on me how behind and messed up everything is going to be until final exams in December are finished. And even then, I'll still have the stress of getting ready to go to Edmonton, and leaving Aaron for Chirstmas, and getting everything organized for my parents before I leave for Edmonton.
More or less, my parents said that I basically won't be able to party or do anything for myself until school is sorted out, and I don't think that's going to be until around late November, and even then I'm sure things are going to be a mess, someway or other.
I hate stress.