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So I was supposed to say bye to three people today. But I never got to. There was supposed to be some kind of last get-together, but a few of my friends and I showed up. And no one else made it. I'm starting to feel like I did last summer when I waved off all those damn seniors. Now most of my class already left, and I think I'm going to be the last one behind once again. This is really sad.
I wanna freagin leave now. Like, it's too sad to stay in Germany. But I know it'll be just as sad going back to the states, especially California being that I probably won't have shit to do there either anyways. Lemme find somewhere where I won't have to deal with people who are either bored off their asses or who are having the best time of their damn lives.
..and I still feel sick to my damn stomach. jeez.