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i am sad that you left without a gift of goodbye. i am coming to one of those realizations that happen.. the ones when you think you know something already but it doesn't actually come into focus until you say it outloud. i realize how lonely i really am... how i struggle to fill that void with distractions when all i need is myself.
magnent pulls. i pull people.. and they stay pulled. it makes them feel bad (the pull). i'm not sorry because it's who i am. but i feel sad that i have no choice.
i feel sad that i create a vortex. i pull, and they come. i pull and they want to stay. when they want to take a break, it's a trick. all of a sudden... it's all guilt and confusion. the heart is dumb and the heart is blind. i want them. i love them and i know they love me. our hands hold bonfires burning bright.
none of that matters in the light of the day. the day burns everything away. there is no place for the stupid heart... it lives on the outside.
there is a place for it.. but not here.
magnent pulls. i pull people.. and they stay pulled. it makes them feel bad (the pull). i'm not sorry because it's who i am. but i feel sad that i have no choice.
i feel sad that i create a vortex. i pull, and they come. i pull and they want to stay. when they want to take a break, it's a trick. all of a sudden... it's all guilt and confusion. the heart is dumb and the heart is blind. i want them. i love them and i know they love me. our hands hold bonfires burning bright.
none of that matters in the light of the day. the day burns everything away. there is no place for the stupid heart... it lives on the outside.
there is a place for it.. but not here.