Will you be my Judas?

Jan 03, 2005 21:44

It feels like forever since I updated and now I am doing it, I can't think of what to say...

I still haven't heard from my friend Deb who is in Malaysia. I am going to go this NZ news site where you can put out people's names and they'll tell you if they find them.

It feels like needles in haystacks.I still have her Xmas gifts. "Don't worry ( Read more... )

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pontius_18 January 3 2005, 16:10:24 UTC
Jess, I'm really hoping your friend Deb is safe as well, same for her family. That is so suffocating, to think about, i really hope for the best, i really do.

So any idea on a move out date yet?

hmm, "Ambush in Waco" sounds terribly fascinating.

That was so kind of you, to give your spare change to the Sri Lankan man, i do the same, or try to.

You're new years sounded so peaceful and calming. I'd much rather have spent mine that way. =)

I sometimes get those glares and looks too. And you know, i've only EVER noticed it from women, not men. Women are always trying to beat you down with looks, it's the femme condition, bitches. Or maybe i'm delusional? heh. But usually i will look back at them, and glare. I fucking HATE those looks, those feelings of inferiority they try to pass on, like a disease. Yes, well put, think like Astrid, hope they retch in fear. Nobody is worthy of ruining your self image, although i know it's a difficult thing. Especially not some capitalist pig who means nothing. I'm really glad you yelled that at her, BMW whore. Why do you suppose they glare at you, dumb question yes, but is it the clothing, and image? Becuz you are gorgeous, and you don't have bad looks at all. There's no way of telling huh?

Anyhow, i'm just rambling, take care dearest Jess.

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glass_vein January 4 2005, 01:58:02 UTC
Thanks for your concern Diandra. I just got an email from Deb saying all is ok! PHEW!

Yep, we're planning on moving out on the 14th of this month - all things going to plan :P

Hah! You're tight actually - about the glaring looks coming from women. It's funny aye? I dunno hy they do it to us. I think it's the way that we present ourselves - that we dare NOT to fit into the sheep herd. I dunno, I guess I feel disgusted when I see girls walking around all looking the same, maybe that's how they feel when they see us?

Haha, thanks Diandra. I know for sure that if we were in town together, we'd cause insecurity in the eyes of the mindless pink girls. We'd remind them of what they can never be.

Keep your head up, 'cause you're an amazing person :)

Have a great day.

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pontius_18 January 4 2005, 22:11:16 UTC
So glad to hear that! *sigh of relief* =)

Awesome! That's not too far off aye? Are you packing up yet? How exciting! hehe.

Yup, it's always the women. what you say makes complete sense. They glare at us becuz we are different, we do not fit into the mold they do. Fuck that, i will never compromise who i am. As you will never do. If they don't like our looks, then they can fucking look the other way.

HAHA!! I forgot that expression, "the pink girls" I love that!

Thank you Jess, same to you.

Be safe.

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glass_vein January 4 2005, 23:19:30 UTC
Yeah, I was uber relieved too.

Yeah, it's next Friday. That's if the rest of the guys and gals get their fucking forms in on time :/ Yeah, I have started throwing crap out and packing. I am not that excited 'cause I am a tad pissed off at Justin at the mo (he prob aint going to the BDO now - he said he was), but ohh well. It'll pass hopefully.

Exactly, fuck the stupid bitches. We shouldn't have to put up with their BS. Fuck 'em.

Haha, pink girls - it suits the cows :)

Have a great day.

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pontius_18 January 6 2005, 23:31:31 UTC
Well i'm glad the worries are over now. =)

Next friday! wow, thats super close. I'm excited, and i'm hoping it all works out. Here's hoping the others get their shit together. Roomies can be a total pain the the arse. I hope it's not in your case.

Exactly, they can turn their ugly pink faces away, if they don't like our appearance.

Indeed, the cows ha.

Thanks, you as well.

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glass_vein January 7 2005, 21:38:26 UTC
Ha, it's funny scaring the pink gals though, at times. The poor ignorant souls.

Gahh, indeed, roomies can be slack bastards as I am finding out :/

Hope your day goes well :)

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