"This time I need to know, I really must be told, if it's over."

Jan 20, 2002 01:48

My relationship with Destin isn't going good right now. I don't know what's going on with us any more. I want to talk to him, but I'm afraid he will just get mad and it will turn out to be my fault. I know Destin would say I'm making him out to sound like a jerk, but that's not my intension's so dont think he is one.There is so much distance ( Read more... )

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Sarah, i still think you're awesome anonymous January 20 2002, 00:41:10 UTC
I'm really sorry that you're having trouble right now. I've been there (actually, i'm still there.) Ok, i just spent the past 10 minutes looking for some awesome Smashing Pumpkins lyrics to put in here, but i couldn't find any. I'll post them when i find some. Well, i am always around to help if you need me, and i know for a fact Carrie is too. So, if you're having a bad day, just get in contact with one of us. =) Things will get better, they always do. They may not get better the way you hope they should, but they do get better in the way God plans for them to. I'll talk to you soon. I'm praying for you. Bye!
-Ben

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Re: Sarah, i still think you're awesome 1anonlyprincess January 20 2002, 08:12:02 UTC
Hey Girl,
You do whatever you have to do and I will love you anyway. I know this is ruff but we will make it through this together! I am here for any late night calls, I can always come pick you up, and McDonald's icecrem machine is working!! SO..YAY!

-Love Carrie

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Oh no! dive January 20 2002, 06:03:30 UTC
Sarah,
Hey! Just let whatever happens, happen. Destin is a nice guy, and you're a nice girl. Both of you are smart, and I'm sure if you just sit down and talk it out things will work out for the best. I'm not gonna say things will be wonderful between you too, but I'm not gonna say they won't, either. Just do what you're supposed to, and let God do the rest. It's hard, I know! =)

-daniel out

ps: I haven't seen either one of you in a while. =P

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Re: Oh no! glamgyrl January 20 2002, 21:50:23 UTC
Thanks for what you said Daniel. I'm just so lost. I try to talk to him and he says he dosent want to talk right now. He told me he would write me a letter, but I want to talk now! How can he put something that serious on hold? I just feel like Im holding onto nothing, ya know? oh yeah, i want to see you again. I miss our double dates. Maybe we can look at more books. Haha!!!

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Re: Oh no! dive January 21 2002, 07:59:28 UTC
Sarah,
I don't understand. Carrie would do the same thing. She'd want to wait till later. So talk to her, maybe she can give some insight onto why he might want to wait. =)
i know how it feels to be holding on to nothing, grab so hard at something that just keeps slipping away. But it all worked out in the end (that was the two times we broke up and got back together) and it's just something you've got to get past. I'm sure everything will be okay. =)

I miss the double dates, too. However, doesn't look like I'll be going on a date anytime soon. Maybe I should look in the gay yellow pages. ;)

-daniel out

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