"This time I need to know, I really must be told, if it's over."
My relationship with Destin isn't going good right now. I don't know what's going on with us any more. I want to talk to him, but I'm afraid he will just get mad and it will turn out to be my fault. I know Destin would say I'm making him out to sound like a jerk, but that's not my intension's so dont think he is one.There is so much distance between us. I HATE this feeling. There is no room for me in his life, and sometimes I dont know why I try to fit in. I'm just making his life more complicated. What ever happened to the guy that all he ever needed to live, to drink, to breathe, was me? The guy that would do anything for one last minute on the phone at night. The guy that would become ecstatic at the sight of me. The guy that loved me....