next month, it will be a year since i met adam
and i've been thinking, what was running through my mind that day? what on earth could have possessed me to comply when nola urged me, "go on, go talk to that boy"?
i remember thinking, what the hell, he looks chill, and i'll never have to see him again
so i marched up to him, and doug, and jeremiah, and ( Read more... )

unless you know me very well, i'm just that itty bitty peroxide blonde lesbian.
i'm normally okay with that. it's easy, it's concrete, it's nice.
normally when people ask about my sexuality, i tell people, "i'm a lesbian 9/10 of the time".
that's not very easy or concrete at all, is it?
sexuality is not easy or concrete. it's not something we can ( Read more... )

there are days when she is all i think about, and there are days when she is just a part of my past that doesn't matter any more.
i want her to always just be a part of the past.
not because i don't love her, but because she doesn't need me in her life. she has better things to pursue, and i'm the biggest douche alive.
it's going to be difficult, ( Read more... )

she hates me now.
i don't care.
she's cool on the internet man, i made her life miserable, what the fuck does she need me for?
nothing. she's cute and perfect and deserves a lot better than me.
she deserves a real princess or a prince charming or somebody in between. she deserves someone devoted like the time traveler, someone really devoted. not ( Read more... )