Remembering Is The Hard Part (14/?)
A/N Rated M for obvious reasons. You have been warned!!
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Izzie had been sitting up in the dark on her bed for hours worried about George and where he was. He left in such an upset and dramatic way that all Izzie could think about is him lying in a ditch somewhere after drinking half of Joe’s alcohol. He should be home by now. He has been gone since 5:00, he should be here….well he would be if you hadn’t lied about your feelings for him…I didn’t lie…you told him you felt nothing when you kissed him, that is a lie…..ok I lied but it’s because I’m scared and confused right now. And I’m with Alex…so what? You don’t love him like you love George…I don’t love George….Well the other you does…what other me?…the you that you were before the accident, you loved him….I don’t even know who that person is! All I know is that I am in love Alex and I love George as a friend, nothing more!…then why are you still awake? Izzie truthfully didn’t know why she was still awake all she knew is that if she went to sleep she would have nightmares of George lying dead somewhere and she couldn’t handle something like that.
As if he was reading her mind she heard a small knock on her door and George’s voice call out “Iz? You still awake?”
Izzie’s heart almost leapt out her chest, “Yeah I’m awake! Please coming in!” she sat up on her bed more. The door slowly opened letting in light from the hallway, George walked in slowly and closed the door behind him. He walked over and sat down next to her.
“Hi.” he whispered.
“Hey.” Izzie replied. They sat in silence for a few moments then Izzie wrapped her arms around him and buried her face in his neck. “Don’t ever do something like that again! Don’t leave without saying anything! You had me worried sick!” she cried into his neck.
George just sat there for a second then wrapped his arms around her and ran his hand up and down her back “I won’t. I’m sorry.” he said calmly trying to get her to stop crying. “I’m sorry.” They sat there just holding each other for almost ten minutes when Izzie took a deep breath in and smelled George’s neck. Wow he smells really good…. I thought you didn’t feel that way about him….I don’t. I was just…just… Then as if the smell of George struck something in her the feeling in her stomach came back and in a flash was back in a memory.
Izzie was sitting in the on the kitchen floor with the blurry man and they were laughing and joking around. They obviously had been drinking a lot because they both had the smell of alcohol on their breath.
“So what about you? Any boyfriends I’m going to have to fight to get some time with you?” the man asked sitting his drink down on the floor.
“No, no guys to speak of right now. You are the only guy in my life.” Izzie replied with a small smile on her face. She looked over at the man and noticed there was something about this guy that was driving her crazy and slightly turning her on with every little smile he would give her. She looked down at his mouth and couldn’t help but want to kiss him.
As if right on cue the man reached out and stroked her face. She closed her eyes at the feel of his hand and moaned slightly at his soft touch. The man slowly started to lean in toward her but when she had enough of waiting for him to kiss her she leaned forward and touched her lips with his. It was a short kiss but when they both opened their eyes and looked at each other they both knew they were goners. Their lips found each others and in a flash Izzie found herself up against the kitchen door with the guy attacking her neck. Then they were climbing the stairs carefully as they continued to kiss one another. Before Izzie could make any sense of what was going on the man was on top of her and sliding inside of her. Her eyes shut at the feeling of him moving in her and the softness of his lips on her neck. He made his way up to her lips and she bit down on his lip as she went over the edge. After a few more thrusts he followed her. He looked down at her and when Izzie had finally come down from her high she looked up at him and for the first time she saw his face.
Izzie gasped for breath as she broke away from George’s embrace.
“Izzie? Are you ok?” George asked franticly trying to get Izzie to calm down. Izzie couldn’t seem to stop breathing heavily, she didn’t know if it was because of the intensity of the memory she just had come back to her, or because she just realized George was the blurry man from all the other memories. Izzie couldn’t seem to clam down and to make matters worse it was as if George’s smell was engulfing the room and it felt like the heat had been turned on full blast in the room. “Izzie relax! Just breathe!” George shouted rubbing Izzie shaking arms.
“I…” Izzie tried to say.
“You what?” George looked at her intensely, “What is it Iz?”
Izzie looked at him and could only think about the feeling of his lips on hers and all she could say was “I want to do it again.” George looked at her in confusion not understanding what she said.
“Izzie what are you…” George tried to ask but was cut off by Izzie’s lips on his. Izzie reached up and held his head in place. What are you doing?….I have no idea but I don’t care.
Izzie moved closer to George and swung one of her legs onto his right side and one on his left and straddled him. George broke his lips away from her for a second “Izzie what are you doing?” he asked.
“Shh.” Izzie said putting her finger on his lips “Don’t say anything.” George looked up at her out of breath “Just make love to me.” she whispered. George looked at her for a moment then nodded. He reached up and kissed her cupping her cheek with his hand. He slowly moved forward and laid Izzie’s head on the pillow behind her and he crawled on top of her. Izzie ran her hand up his back and into his hair making George moan loudly. He had forgotten how great it felt to have Izzie’s hand running through his hair. George broke his lips away from hers and kissed his way down to her neck.
“George.” Izzie moaned with her eyes closed. George push Izzie shirt away from her shoulder and kissed it softly then started traveling back up her neck. Izzie’s hands found the hem of his shirt and started to pull it up. George sat up breaking away from her neck for a moment reached down and tore his shirt up and over his head. Izzie looked at his body and couldn’t help but stare slightly, George has one hell of a toned body. George leaned down and kissed her again as Izzie started to roll them around so she was now on top of him. She then took her turn to sit up and ripe her shirt off and throw it onto the ground somewhere. George sat up and they were back in the position they started in. Izzie unbuttoned his jeans and tied to slowly take them off while still sitting on top of him. In some crazy way she had found a way to take both his jeans and boxers off without even having to get off him for a second. George then stared to slide off Izzie’s pajama pants with out moving either. After a moment or so they found each other completely naked and ready for George to slide in but before he did George ripped his lips off Izzie’s for a second and looked at her
“Are you sure?” he asked breathlessly. Without saying a word Izzie moved up and slid down onto George. George’s eyes shut at the feel of Izzie, he couldn’t help but feel as if he was going to wake up any minute and find himself alone in bed having a dream. But when Izzie moved up and back down onto him he realized it wasn’t a dream, it was real. George moved his hips up and into Izzie making her moan loudly. The feeling she was having was so much better then what she remembered in the memory that had come back to her a few minutes earlier. This was more intense then any other feeling she had ever had…ever! George continued to thrust up when ever Izzie came back down onto him and when the first few thrusts had happened Izzie had started to go faster and started slamming harder down onto him trying to get him in deeper. They started going in a crazy rhythm that neither of them understood but a rhythm that both of them enjoyed very much.
George leaned up and attacked Izzie lips with his own. Izzie bit down on his bottom lip making George moan into her mouth loudly. As he felt Izzie start to come George slid his hand down and grab hold of her waist trying to get her to keep moving. When Izzie came she arched her back and yelled out his name as George kept going trying to get her to come down from her climax so he could try and get her over the edge one more time before he let himself go. He kept thrusting into her and just as Izzie was regaining control over her body she felt another wave hit her. She had never experienced ecstasy like this before and it was as if everything else was melting away and they were the only two people in the whole world. She could feel another orgasm bubbling in her and it started bubbling over just as George hit the right spot. Once again Izzie called out his name then buried her face in his neck not able to hold herself up anymore.
George kept going not being able to stop from thrusting into her more and more, when Izzie finally gained enough strength she kissed his neck all the way up to his ear “It’s ok just let go.” she breathed into his ear. The feeling of her hot breath on him and the sound of her sweet voice made George finally come. He slid out of Izzie and fell backward onto the bed. Izzie got off him and laid next to him, both of them were sweating a lot.
George stared up at the ceiling and tried to slow his breathing. Izzie gently reached over and touched his face wiping a few damp pieces of hair off his forehead. George’s eyes closed at the feeling then turned his head to look at her. And they just laid there looking at each other having so much to say but not finding the right words to express exactly what they were feeling.