Mercedes: I don't know what dark plan lies within you. Nor do I know by what design we were asked to live without each other these 16 years. But God has offered us a new beginning ( Read more... )

Fuck this shit man. I am fucking through with it. Drives me up a wall how unhappy the whole thing makes me. I'm fucking pissed. And after all that time. Nothing will come of this now ( Read more... )

You are too beautiful.

And I smell bad.

Christmas list '05:
-Cold body
-Warm blankets
-Dark beer
-Good friends
-Hot food
-Enjoyable job
-Smooth cigarettes
-Soft toilet paper
-Colorful lights
-Pants.
-Coat relined.

Too un-materialistic? I think not.

New Years Resolution for '06: Don't get herpes.

I don't know what to do about myself anymore.

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Fuck.

Just.... Fuck.

I have a feeling nothing I can do will make anything right. I wish I could go back to being a complete ghost.

Then no one would ever have to see me again.

Well, it's been quite some time since I last updated this. To bring everyone up to date: I am no longer homeless, my parents are still getting a divorce, it's my sister's birthday, I'm broke as hell, I live off ramen and pasta and buscits (all carb diet anyone?), I smoke a ton, I found out that I can infact read ( Read more... )

You know, it's amazing how quickly one can deviate from a plan. I refer to [18 Jun 2005|04:25pm]. A rare day entry for me and a striking one. The plan was set in motion but never followed through on. I got distracted. I guess I just didn't have it in me at the time to follow through. I now know though, that everything, I mean everything, that I am ( Read more... )

To restate what has been stated.

When it rains it pours.

Everyone else is having such a shitty week or so. I guess I probably should be too, but shit happens eh?