Apr 22, 2004 18:29
I dont want to go to work! I need to find a new job. All these 12 hour night shifts are doing bad things to me...like just now i thought the box was breathing, im not on drugs! well, not right now anyway...unlike 4:20! props to everyone who balzed a fatty!
Yeah, so last night at work(more like 6:30am) this guy came in and starts talking to me. OK, fine you say. NO,not fine! He's talking and one thing leads to another and he asks me to FUCK HIM! What do ppl think i am? Just b/c i work in a porn store doesn't mean i'll fuck any Tom, Dick, or Harry! Holy shit. So i try to be nice about it, only cuz he was sweet and non threatening. Well apparently no wasn't good enough. He even went as far as to ask if i had any gay boifriends that would fuck him! What a perv! I told him to cruz Davis St. or look for adds in the personals, so what does he do? He figured since i didn't want to have sex w/ him i'd let him see my cock! Yeah right buddy! In your dreams!
I no longer care for Piotr. If he wants to try to reconcile with me, he's gonna have to do one hell of a job kissing my ass. I dont have time for people who dick me around. I wouldn't let my friends get away with the things he has done. But for some reason he thinks he can treat me with little to no respect. Fuck that. I tried calling him to let him know how i feel. Also to let him know he lost whatever chance he had at a relationship with me. I really thought he would have been a great boyfriend...i guess i was wrong.
As for Joe...old feelings are returning. I dont yet know if its for the best or if i should put them to rest. Getting over Joe was one of the hardest things i've had to do, and i don't know if im up for the challenge again. Im really anxious about this "talk" he wants to have with me. I going over to his house on friday after work and sleep. Wish me luck.
im off to work again.
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