11:15pm
It is common nature for humans to become bored. It is apparent now. The individual will revisit the past and find those things and feelings held before are now anew and will wish to rekindle that fire, so I think. The fire will provide the necessary warmth but will also burn the very hands that touch it. It is a lesson only once learned. Such necessity and destruction.
Integrity and loyalty were noted to be one of my greatest strengths perhaps the job of a soldier is best suited for me, but from time to time I have my doubts as whether I can continue.
I have questions as to what and who to trust, questions that beg an answer because I cannot identify a way of knowing. I almost need a tums here or a punch in the kidney. It's one of those nights, I will need to wake up at 4am and make that drive to work.
Integrity and loyalty were noted to be one of my greatest strengths perhaps the job of a soldier is best suited for me, but from time to time I have my doubts as whether I can continue.
I have questions as to what and who to trust, questions that beg an answer because I cannot identify a way of knowing. I almost need a tums here or a punch in the kidney. It's one of those nights, I will need to wake up at 4am and make that drive to work.