Comments | givenover18: this is super long, whoo hoo!

givenover18

this is super long, whoo hoo!

Jan 29, 2006 20:04

so lets see, it was good to talk to deanna on the phone the other day, and than Rebecca from camp, that was real nice, and than Faith... it's nice to have friends who can relate to and understand me, it just sucks that they don't live closer ( Read more... )

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I Don't want to fade out, I want to fade in...I want to fade in. onthe45xxxx January 30 2006, 01:44:27 UTC

I'm not mad. Don't worry. :) But, some people can live alone and be ok. I'm the type of person that I can move and move again and be ok with it. You don't want to get like me. I DO drive people away and keep anyone from getting too close for fear of them walking out, or finding the "truth" about me and then leaving....which has happened many times before. So, you learn to keep boundaries and live life in a "bubble". I don't really like people and hate talking. You're better off than me, believe me.

As for the Chris thing? I really don't understand what's the problem with reassurance. Not everyone has the self esteam of the top cheerleader in high school. No offense to you, Chambs. But, from what you've told me about some of the other people you've had dealings with...this shouldn't have been that big of a deal...but whatever...what do I know? Take everything that I say with a grain of salt. I do hope things work, but some of this stuff sounds like down-right BS. Please don't hate me for being honest... Really...

- Deanna

in what way? givenover18 January 31 2006, 05:47:38 UTC

woe, im not making anything up i promise... if thats what your saying... i think i do make mountains out of mole hills, and understand if thats what your saying...im not sure what you are saying??? i know i sound kinda pathetic, maybe that is what you are saying... its just the way i am right now, i really try to be honest in these things... but yea, im sure not everyone wants to hear how pathetic, my sappy life is... so i guess i should start writing in a personal journal if i wanna vent all these details... im not mad at you, just taken back alittle

It's not you at all! onthe45xxxx January 31 2006, 12:21:55 UTC

OH! I'm not talking about you! It's nothing you say at all. What Chris said to you hit a little close to home. What I meant with problems with reassurance is what he said to you. Which I would feel the same way you do about it. I like reading your journals and would prefer you write about real issues. If I had a problem with you I wouldn't be ambiguous about it. What I meant with "some of this stuff sounds like BS" is, some of the stuff he says to you sounds like BS. I should've explained myself better. Sorry. I didn't mean to offend you...but over the internet it's hard to get what someone truley says...

Re: It's not you at all! givenover18 February 1 2006, 05:05:28 UTC

thanx for clearing that up... love you deanna, and i like your opinions/advice, you seem to have a good head on your shoulders

princessofzion January 31 2006, 16:38:42 UTC

Hanna,
You are very fortunate to have Christopher so close, because my boyfriend lives four hours away.
I will talk to you later.