I'm back!
Ok I know its been like over a month since I've updated, Im surprised LJ even recognized me. There isn't a real reason as to why I haven't updated, I just haven't. Life has been busy yet so boring, and I don't see how that makes any sense at all.. I really don't. I just got home like an hour ago. It's weird moving back into my house.. with my parents here and not being somewhat on my own. I kinda liked just coming home like twice a week, but I suppose I'll live. I've really haven't been home for like a month. From Carly and mines little road toad trip to the dog/house sitting, but all in all its been nice.
Went to I-ness on Saturday for the wonderful recital, and that fact to see everyone, and Steve was home! It was great amount of fun and I enjoyed myself greatly. I wish I lived closer so we could all be together more, and just I don't know. I just feel like im really myself down there. I don't have to watch what I say or do in the mist that someone might be judging me or anything, im just me and everyone is ok with that.. everyone loves that. It just makes me feel at home. I never want to leave, no matter how long im there, be it 12 hours or 12 days.. I just never get sick of it or want to leave.
Steve gave me a reading.. it was not really a happy one, nor things that I really wanted to hear, but things that I needed to hear. It made me feel good though, and there are things in my life that I need to change, and want to change, and he was right on. Nothing he said seemed strange or off line. He said that I need to balance my scales, and do things for me, and stop putting empty happiness boxes up there just to throw people off. And its true.. I do. He also said that he saw my heart.. and it was a good heart.. an awesome heart.. but that the tube pumping into my heart was the size of a quarter, and the tube pumping out of my heart was about the size of a tennis ball, so much more was going out then was coming in, and that I needed to balance that more too, because when it drains out there is nothing more to give and its gonna wear me down, and then that's bad for everyone.. including myself. So yea.. there are some things I need to work on, but Christmas is supposed to be a good time so im looking forward to that.
Goodness I suppose this little ditty has gotten quite a bit long. I need to get going anyways.. I have tons of stuff to get done around the house.
Next weekend though.. when Ashley gets back from the wedding.. we are having a James Bond Movie Festa up here for whoever wants to come up.. just let me know and we can get it all figured out.. it shall be mucho amounts of fun..
I feel as though I need a new icon.. hmmm
Went to I-ness on Saturday for the wonderful recital, and that fact to see everyone, and Steve was home! It was great amount of fun and I enjoyed myself greatly. I wish I lived closer so we could all be together more, and just I don't know. I just feel like im really myself down there. I don't have to watch what I say or do in the mist that someone might be judging me or anything, im just me and everyone is ok with that.. everyone loves that. It just makes me feel at home. I never want to leave, no matter how long im there, be it 12 hours or 12 days.. I just never get sick of it or want to leave.
Steve gave me a reading.. it was not really a happy one, nor things that I really wanted to hear, but things that I needed to hear. It made me feel good though, and there are things in my life that I need to change, and want to change, and he was right on. Nothing he said seemed strange or off line. He said that I need to balance my scales, and do things for me, and stop putting empty happiness boxes up there just to throw people off. And its true.. I do. He also said that he saw my heart.. and it was a good heart.. an awesome heart.. but that the tube pumping into my heart was the size of a quarter, and the tube pumping out of my heart was about the size of a tennis ball, so much more was going out then was coming in, and that I needed to balance that more too, because when it drains out there is nothing more to give and its gonna wear me down, and then that's bad for everyone.. including myself. So yea.. there are some things I need to work on, but Christmas is supposed to be a good time so im looking forward to that.
Goodness I suppose this little ditty has gotten quite a bit long. I need to get going anyways.. I have tons of stuff to get done around the house.
Next weekend though.. when Ashley gets back from the wedding.. we are having a James Bond Movie Festa up here for whoever wants to come up.. just let me know and we can get it all figured out.. it shall be mucho amounts of fun..
I feel as though I need a new icon.. hmmm