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Jan 22, 2005 18:49

The kitchen is cold but the coffee is warm
The sun is coming up
The day has just begun and you are already bored
You're bored of cheering me up,
bored of calming me down,
bored of drying my eyes
But there was once a time when you were the one
You were the blue of the sky
You came after the storm
You were the switch on the wall
In the dark of the hall that I'm still fumbling for
Because I'm lost in the black
I don't know where I am
I have my arms stretched out in front
and I'm calling your name just as loud as I can
And I know there are things of which we will never speak
And the questions can't be answered easily, but I want it to be easy
So just nod you head if the plans have changed
Shake it love, if they've stayed the same
Smile at me and I will stay
Start to cry and I'll go away
Just please don't leave me guessing

i went bowling last night with mike. i fucking suck and it pisses me off. i spent 30 dollars to realize that i suck at everything. i've come to the conclusion that i suck at life. there is not one single thing i'm good at. last night was bad. very bad and i'm so sorry mike. i'm going to try harder with those two things. it's going to be hell and i'll be an even bigger cunt for awhile, but i'm going to try.

marc doesn't read this but i'd like to thank him anyway. he's a really good guy and i consider him a really good friend. i'd just like to thank him for being there and actually talking to me and understanding. he's helped me a lot.

molly and lia are fucking ugly skanks who need to mind their own fucking business. GET A LIFE. so sorry, but mike doesn't want you molly. accept it, grow up and go away.

it's snowing like crazy. 11.5 inches so far and it's supposed to continue for 15 more hours. SLEDDING MOTHERFUCKERS.

that's all. peace. ♥
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