Isn't it funny...? No.
Life changes so fast. It's crazy. Sometimes I feel like everything around me is changing while I stand still. Trapped in some kind of time warp. I hate it. I hate standing still while everything about me rushes and whirls; a kaleidoscope of colors and faces and sounds. Voices I can't quite hear. People I can't quite touch. It makes me want to scream out for it all to stop. But other times I like being frozen somehow. It stops me from feeling. It stops me from dying.