It Begins!
How do you introduce yourself to a journal? I kept several when I was young but they never lasted more then a few weeks.
I seek understanding of the changes that I am going experiencing right now and the only way I can get that understanding is if I write it down and get feedback. So I guess here is goes.
On July 1st I returned to San Diego after spending time in GreatLakes Illinois, WOOHOO Boot camp, or should I say HuYah Boot Camp. Whatever, I didn’t come back that programmed. Ever since, I have had a odd feeling. Of course the Estrosterone (what I call is when I get all tomboyish) was flowing after being so rugged and Manish for so long, but that’s not all of it. I’m different some how. Some would maybe call it jaded, but I really don’t think this is what it is. I haven’t figured it out yet. This is the ultimate reason why I have started this journal, to understand this new feeling I have. One could say that I am experiencing the changes that all woman have as they near age 25. This might be what is happening, but all are woman really aware of the changes in their emotional, mental and spiritual state. I am, and let me tell you its weird.
I’ve juggling around the idea of seeing a psychic, then again having this gift runs in my family I am wary of anyone who clams to be psychic. I’m not going to pay someone $60 to tell me something I already knew and understood, or something that my mother could have told me (but since she refuses her abilities I guess she wouldn’t have, told me that is) So what does one do when life is turned upside down and things as you have always understood them are changing, perhaps it is the Blue Moon that we are having this month (its on the 31st btw, I love Blue Moons).
And now the time is nearly noon, and I have 10 more airplanes to memorize.
Never Goodbye, just a I’ll see you soon.
Gisela.
I seek understanding of the changes that I am going experiencing right now and the only way I can get that understanding is if I write it down and get feedback. So I guess here is goes.
On July 1st I returned to San Diego after spending time in GreatLakes Illinois, WOOHOO Boot camp, or should I say HuYah Boot Camp. Whatever, I didn’t come back that programmed. Ever since, I have had a odd feeling. Of course the Estrosterone (what I call is when I get all tomboyish) was flowing after being so rugged and Manish for so long, but that’s not all of it. I’m different some how. Some would maybe call it jaded, but I really don’t think this is what it is. I haven’t figured it out yet. This is the ultimate reason why I have started this journal, to understand this new feeling I have. One could say that I am experiencing the changes that all woman have as they near age 25. This might be what is happening, but all are woman really aware of the changes in their emotional, mental and spiritual state. I am, and let me tell you its weird.
I’ve juggling around the idea of seeing a psychic, then again having this gift runs in my family I am wary of anyone who clams to be psychic. I’m not going to pay someone $60 to tell me something I already knew and understood, or something that my mother could have told me (but since she refuses her abilities I guess she wouldn’t have, told me that is) So what does one do when life is turned upside down and things as you have always understood them are changing, perhaps it is the Blue Moon that we are having this month (its on the 31st btw, I love Blue Moons).
And now the time is nearly noon, and I have 10 more airplanes to memorize.
Never Goodbye, just a I’ll see you soon.
Gisela.