uuuuuuuuuugh
*yawns*wtf man...
i keep waking up at fuckin 4:50am..Little zeus is sitting in my lap.while i type this.he keeps pushing the spacebar or random keys lol.im tired..>.<.
lonely.josh was being a dick yesterday.getting mad at me for nothing..*sighs*
jesse o_o just plain freaked me out..wont mention it here in detail cause well..yea..but i honestly had to ask him if it meant that everything we ever had was a lie.
he simply told me'you really dont understand how much i care about you...'
followed by..'i remember once telling you that i could never not love you,that id love you no matter what even if we were together or not till the end of my days...i still stand by that..but ive pretty much given up hope on you,myself and us'
that made me feel bad...
well damn it if he didnt wanna loose me he shouldnt have left me for that slut over a year ago.i dunno tho. he says he has to have some one with that masculine mentality and that no other girl would understand him...*sighs*
talked to ericha last night more drama in her life due to julie lol.
i'll get into that later tho...im tired and my head hurts gunna try to go back to bed..peace
blessed be
Amber-