I'll get over this in a day or so...no harm no foul.
I am always the friend.
I should really know this by now.
I shouldn't care that I am.
I really shouldn't.
I didn't like him.
It is just frustrating, just being the friend.
I just confused all the phone calls and conversations, for something more.
Ick. Sick. Ick.
Now he thinks he hurt me, turning it into way more than it is.
I should just stop, I really should.
"Wait until college"
Bahaha.
I know it isn't me.
Or at least I hope not.
Maybe its the morals thing?
Or maybe I am just the friend, plain and simple.
and it doesn't look as if it is going to change.
It is just hard...
being surrounded by couples all the time it seems.
One couple being one that I helped put together.
I should just concentrate on other things...
Dag-nab-it
But would it honestly be that awful to think that for once, I could be liked. Not by a "Jason" but a real guy?
Is that too hard?
Why is this even getting to me??
It shouldn't.
Ugh Ugh Ugh.