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i think i fucking hate her. does that count for how i feel? im in her bed....like i have been for the past hour and a half, totally unannounced.....what is it about showing up unannounced that truly shows you how much you can trust someone. i don't know what she's doing, but i have a gut feeling that it is something that is going to wrench us apart. i felt that driving up here...the entire time. maybe i should have listened to my heart...something like ignorance being bliss. fuck her fuck her fuck her. i'm seriously through with women. no more. all they do is fuck you over. i hate her.