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so.
when the person you love the most in the world, confirms the thing you hate them most about you, its a bit disheartening.
me.
the commone denominator. but i am not good at forgiveness, or acceptance.
if.
someone decides to do me wrong. i'm gone. and when people decide to pour their insecurities into me, and accuse me of their own mistakes. i'm gone.
but.
perhaps its global geographical factors of elevation, but i feel an entire world of weight lifted off my chest since i've left. and i'm here. and i'm happy. and i have a purpose and a goal and a partner in crime.
and..
a really amazing wedding dress.
i still find humor in the overly dramatic. the xena's, the whitney's, the jessica's. they don't even realize it, but from the outside, its horrible. and its funny. and i wish i was never a part of it. but me, being who i am, i prey on the weakest of hearts to try and mend them, and they usually end up in shambles. i have decided to only let the people who help me, and make me happy, and encourage me as a friend into my life. the sarahs, the justins, the samanthas, the cassidys. people with the ability to be strong, and REAL.
i am eternally grateful to these people.
when the person you love the most in the world, confirms the thing you hate them most about you, its a bit disheartening.
me.
the commone denominator. but i am not good at forgiveness, or acceptance.
if.
someone decides to do me wrong. i'm gone. and when people decide to pour their insecurities into me, and accuse me of their own mistakes. i'm gone.
but.
perhaps its global geographical factors of elevation, but i feel an entire world of weight lifted off my chest since i've left. and i'm here. and i'm happy. and i have a purpose and a goal and a partner in crime.
and..
a really amazing wedding dress.
i still find humor in the overly dramatic. the xena's, the whitney's, the jessica's. they don't even realize it, but from the outside, its horrible. and its funny. and i wish i was never a part of it. but me, being who i am, i prey on the weakest of hearts to try and mend them, and they usually end up in shambles. i have decided to only let the people who help me, and make me happy, and encourage me as a friend into my life. the sarahs, the justins, the samanthas, the cassidys. people with the ability to be strong, and REAL.
i am eternally grateful to these people.