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i'm finally happy. really, incredibly happy. i'm finally able to put a (real) smile on my face. i realize how very little i need someone like him in my life. i've actually been in the mood to write again. i think having my own space will lead to a lot of new creative outlets for me.
kate came over tonight to watch sopranos with timmy and i. it's really nice to have another girl friend to confide in. also spent some time on the porch with matty. i am still undeniably sad that in t-minus two months, moments like that won't exist anymore. but it's simple things like that which matter to me. plus, my mom and aunt di came to visit me today. they are so unbelievably supportive. i've had this constant cloud over my head, feeling like i was a disappointment to my family. but i'm not. and that's a huge relief.
the only thing stressing me out is the disgusting bruise i have on my ass. i fell down my stairs wednesday night. and this bruise has grown into a disease. i'm not even joking, it's bigger than my head. i've shown nearly everyone, and they've all almost vomitted from the sight. it's really gross. i just don't want people thinking that i am exaggerating when i say i can't sit down!! oh man. so much pain. i think it might actually be a blood blister, it's so gross. but i don't want to go to the health center and have them pop it because they are incompetent.
i guess i should probably get some sleep considering this was a crazy weekend and i cannot miss class tomorrow. whoops i never read the chaucer prologues, i guess i should do that before i pass out (molson xxx is really evil).