Oliver

Sep 08, 2011 14:03

The vet called. Oliver has reached end stage kidney disease.

I don't know how I'm going to deal with this.i just don't know. I've dreaded this for so long. I just don't know how I can lose him.

I asked the vet to make him as well and comfortable as possible. My hope is to have Sunday and Monday at home with him, then do the honorable thing Monday afternoon. Matt will be home for a couple days, and I need to find people to hang out with next Friday though Monday - I just don't think I can be alone. I reached out to a couple friends.

I'm so scared. I don't know if I can handle this loss. It hurts so much.

My darling orange boy.

oliver, felines, grief

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