RANT!
I am at my heaviest EVER. I am heading home TOMORROW to see my boyfriend and family and etc. I am so embarassed and terrified to be naked I want to vomit. This is just hitting me now...2 hours before I need to get on a plane. I know he loves me and hopefully just getting me in the flesh for the first time in 4 months will be enough but... K I have to shower and finish packing.