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Sep 15, 2005 14:47

it's thursday. im feeling worthless. everything just seems so emotionally void these days. maybe its the lack of sleep. maybe its the lack of thought. i feel so shallow. it seems that at one point in my life i was never able to go through an entire day without contemplating everything. why we're here, where here is, does here exist. i dont write anymore.
that's it. i have become completely self absorbed that nothing really matters anymore. i dont care enough. i care too much.
give me a friendship that challenges me to be a better person and will show you my full potential.

three things that matter most:

not being able to fill in those blanks makes me feel emptier than i have ever been.
im not depressed though. just emotionally void. and tired. real goddamn tired.
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