Mar 06, 2022 05:37
My kid went on a sleepover last night. I have not heard from him. If I ever want to hear from him when he is gone for a night, I have to literally beg and bribe and threaten him to do contact me. I even have to get super specific, "you have to text me at least one time before this exact time at night and if you don't then this is what will happen." My kid is 14 and doesn't even need me. My kid never needed me, thanks to Chad. He made sure that my only child would grow up hating me.
When I was 14, and had an abusive mother, I was always calling that bitch.
So am I to assume that nobody wants me in their life at all? I have tried to contact my own mother, for months I have been sending her "Can we talk" on instagram, because that's the only contact info I have of hers. Of course I have heard nothing back.
So nobody wants me in their life. Nobody cares what I have to say. Nobody listens to anything I have to say. Why do I even try?