Thoughts
I was just thinking about my current status in life, and I think right now is the richest I will ever be in my life. Think about it. My parents pay for my house, groceries, school expenses, car insurance (which is very nice), and pretty much every other expense that I have. The only stuff I pay for is gas and luxery stuff, like going out to eat, movies, clothes, etc. And really in the grand scheme of things that is not very much. All the big stuff my parents pay for. And on top of this I have a job, so I'm making anywhere between like 50 to 100 dollars a week at Stebbins Anderson. I have so much spending money compared to how much I'll probably have when I'm older and I have to pay for real life stuff. I mean obviously when I ahve a real career I will be making more money, but I'll be SPENDING way more money too. So in comparison to my life after college, I think I'm pretty much loaded. And I'll say it again, I think I am the richest I will ever be in life right now. Whoever thinks being a teen is horrible I think is crazy! I think we have it great. All the major stuff is done for us! We just have to sit back and enjoy the ride...Helllll yeah 2006...almost 2007...
And then I was thinking about how it's bad to use Jesus or God in vain. And I was windering if Jesus (if there is a Jesus) would honestly care. What if people said Ginny instead of Jesus? Like if you were annoyed you'd be like "Ginny" instead of "Jesus." Or if you hurt yourself you'd be like "GINNY YEOMAN!" instead of "JESUS CHRIST!" And if people really used my name like that I don't think I would be offended. But maybe I would be. But probably more just weirded out.
I honestly think I have some of a peter pan complex. I just don't want to grow up at all. I like my age right now. BUT THEN I was thinking some more and looking back on my life I always like right now more. For example if I think back to when I was say 14 I would think wow I like being 17 a lot more, but I want to stay 17. And I think I'll always feel like that. So when I'm 25 I'll look back and be like wow I like being 25 so much more than I did 17 but I dont want to be 26. And as long as I think that same way then I think I'll be fine.
And finally, I've realized that English is my true love. Sure I do like history but I love English. I love books and poems and short stories and alllllll that stuff. I love English class, English discussions, analyzing literature, etc. I am going to be an editor when I grow up or something involving books I think. And I'm going to write a novel before I die. I hope you all remember me when you see my book on the best sellers list. Speaking of books, I'm reading Catch-22 right now. I'm only in the beginning. I'll let you know how it goes.
SHIT how did it become 9:40 already?! I have to do my homework :( I failed an economics test. 57% If there's one class I'm bad at, it's economics. Ok then. I'm finished. I bid you all goodnight.
And then I was thinking about how it's bad to use Jesus or God in vain. And I was windering if Jesus (if there is a Jesus) would honestly care. What if people said Ginny instead of Jesus? Like if you were annoyed you'd be like "Ginny" instead of "Jesus." Or if you hurt yourself you'd be like "GINNY YEOMAN!" instead of "JESUS CHRIST!" And if people really used my name like that I don't think I would be offended. But maybe I would be. But probably more just weirded out.
I honestly think I have some of a peter pan complex. I just don't want to grow up at all. I like my age right now. BUT THEN I was thinking some more and looking back on my life I always like right now more. For example if I think back to when I was say 14 I would think wow I like being 17 a lot more, but I want to stay 17. And I think I'll always feel like that. So when I'm 25 I'll look back and be like wow I like being 25 so much more than I did 17 but I dont want to be 26. And as long as I think that same way then I think I'll be fine.
And finally, I've realized that English is my true love. Sure I do like history but I love English. I love books and poems and short stories and alllllll that stuff. I love English class, English discussions, analyzing literature, etc. I am going to be an editor when I grow up or something involving books I think. And I'm going to write a novel before I die. I hope you all remember me when you see my book on the best sellers list. Speaking of books, I'm reading Catch-22 right now. I'm only in the beginning. I'll let you know how it goes.
SHIT how did it become 9:40 already?! I have to do my homework :( I failed an economics test. 57% If there's one class I'm bad at, it's economics. Ok then. I'm finished. I bid you all goodnight.