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Spring Break.
I'm at Galen's house, we have been here since friday night. It's pure awesomeness. Galen is an awesome guy. I really didn't realize that as much as I do right now. He's actually a very good son. He's affectionate to his parents, friendly, obedient. Furthermore....my dad told me a couple months ago that the only thing about Galen was that Galen didn't see our relationship as seriously as I do. I actually disagree with that. Not only does Galen make plans months in advance....without hesitation. He asked me if I ever want to have kids and I said that I would have 2 boys. And he was like "but I want a girl" and I was looking at him like....uh...what? then I shrugged and said...a girl and a boy then? and he smiled and nodded, "but the boy would have to be older to look after his little sister." and I nodded and then he snuggled and said "of course, not for a few years, right?"
His little brother however.....12 years old. I'm realyl close to following him into a room and knocking the shit out of him. Then sitting down in front of his bleeding form and explaining to him that he has 2 parents that care about him and if he wants to treat them like shit he can just leave and find new parents or something.
Oh, anyway...back to Galen. first day after we got back, we played paintball. He said that I was cute and that everybody was complimenting how I was coming out of my shell and shooting at people. Next day, we went boulder climbing and explored caves. That was a LOT of fun. We went with some of Galen's friends from here, and I was slower...but he hung back with me until we got to the boulders and caves and my asthma stopped giving me trouble. And I started branching out on my own. He's insane though...he leaps from boulder to boulder.....15 feet off the ground.....several feet distance between them. I tackled him once....against a rock, I dunno.....he looked REALLY good exercising. He was sweaty but not disgusting. His skin was all glowy and his muscles all taut....I HAD to tackle him. his friend tried to get a picture...but I was too quick Then he and Clif wanted to race back down. Galen hesitated and asked if it was ok with me and I said of course and he told his friends to keep an eye on me to make sure I didn't get lost or hurt.
Then we went DOWN into this hole thing with an awesome waterfall in it....he helped me through it....even though it slowed him down. And I said "I'm sorry...you deserve a better girlfriend" and he said "there isn't one." I was like.....aw. Then, today...skiing and snowboarding. His parents paid for my ski tickets. I wore mostly Galen's stuff. lol....so it's extra awesomeness and cuddly. Oh, and furthermore, the first night here...Galen slept on a blow up bed on the floor next to the bed I was sleeping in. Then the next night we were hanging with his friends and they asked if we were sleeping together while here and I said no and Galen said that it was because I didn't think it was PC. And his friends were like, his parents probably wouldn't mind. So that night, he slept in the bed with me. His mom asked if we did anything, but didn't mind when Galen said that we didn't. So...woot. He's extra cuddly here.
Ok, next day....I skied today. Galen spent 30 minutes teaching me how to stand up on the skis after falling down. So I kept saying that I couldn't and Galen finally told me to shut the hell up. He said I wasn't allowed to talk while he was teaching me. So I kept silent...but I started crying after awhile. He stayed up and kept telling me to stand up. Finally he took my skis off and made me try to stand up in the ski boots. Finally I could do that. So he put the boots back on and made me try with the skies. A few mroe tries and I could stand. Galen started grinning and hugged me and told me to do it again. I did it again and he said, "See how much I love you? I just spent 30 minutes teaching you how to stand. do it again." So I did it 5 more times in a row and started crying. He asked me what was wrong and why I was crying and I said it was because he didn't leave. And he was lke..."And that makes you sad? because if it does...I'm very confused." I shook my head and said it was because everybody gives p on me when I'm pessimistic. And he said that he was bad at being firm...because he kept feeling bad and when I started crying he almost dropped down and hugged me and carried me into the lodge. So....lol. Then we went on a REALLY long run....it had 3 kinda steep places. At first I kept falling a lot....then I got better...but then near the end I got really depressed about it and fell again some more. And then we finally got through the entire run and it took like 1.5 hours and I apologized all the way down the chair lift and Galen refused to accept my apology because he said I didn't have anything to be sorry about. He knew I was a beginner and he knew he was going to spend a long time helping me, but he loved me and I'm his girlfriend and Clif stayed with me the whole time because he's my friend and wanted to help me too. So I almost cried again. Anyway, I'm fairly bruised up....and my shoulder and thumb are jammed and there is a pretty nice bruise on my ankle.
Galen and I are going to the movies after dinner tonight...and then tomorrow we are going to the hot springs after Galen and Clif ski and snowboard. ^.^ I'm insanely happy here. Galen is so wonderful. No....see, with catori I WANTED so bad to be in love with him. I ignored everything that indicated that it should be otherwise. So from the very beginning I was like.....lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove. With Galen I was like...no...no love...nononono. Then I started liking him and I was like.....gah. So then he decided to date me and I was like...ok, fine...I'll like him. so like like like. so I'd get mad from time to time and would want to stop dating him. Then he'd do something awesome and I'd be like....*sigh* fine....then I started noticing how even though he has moments where he's extremely selfish....he's so caring with me. When we cross the street, he always holds my hand. *sighs* I still would rather not be in love....it could hurt me and I don't want to be hurt....but I have a much harder time seeing him intentionally hurting me. I'm the first girl he's ever been really serious about. He told me that he didn't really care anytime he upset other girlfriends, or care if they broke up with him, even when he was the one to ask them out. It does weird me out sometimes when he acts like my father.....it doesn't weird me out when he acts like my dad....but sometimes he treats me like I'm his daughter. Well...doesn't weird me out THAT much....I treat him like I'm his mother sometimes. And It's quite comforting when he does things like that. Speaking of which....I don't WANT kids anytime soon...but Galen would be a good father. Ugh....I don't even want to SAY that because it sounds like I want kids with him. I'm just saying....if we stayed together and I was ready to have kids....he would be a good father.
Anyway...my shoulder is killing me right now from skiing today so I'm going to head out....I'll talk to you guys later. Bye
I'm at Galen's house, we have been here since friday night. It's pure awesomeness. Galen is an awesome guy. I really didn't realize that as much as I do right now. He's actually a very good son. He's affectionate to his parents, friendly, obedient. Furthermore....my dad told me a couple months ago that the only thing about Galen was that Galen didn't see our relationship as seriously as I do. I actually disagree with that. Not only does Galen make plans months in advance....without hesitation. He asked me if I ever want to have kids and I said that I would have 2 boys. And he was like "but I want a girl" and I was looking at him like....uh...what? then I shrugged and said...a girl and a boy then? and he smiled and nodded, "but the boy would have to be older to look after his little sister." and I nodded and then he snuggled and said "of course, not for a few years, right?"
His little brother however.....12 years old. I'm realyl close to following him into a room and knocking the shit out of him. Then sitting down in front of his bleeding form and explaining to him that he has 2 parents that care about him and if he wants to treat them like shit he can just leave and find new parents or something.
Oh, anyway...back to Galen. first day after we got back, we played paintball. He said that I was cute and that everybody was complimenting how I was coming out of my shell and shooting at people. Next day, we went boulder climbing and explored caves. That was a LOT of fun. We went with some of Galen's friends from here, and I was slower...but he hung back with me until we got to the boulders and caves and my asthma stopped giving me trouble. And I started branching out on my own. He's insane though...he leaps from boulder to boulder.....15 feet off the ground.....several feet distance between them. I tackled him once....against a rock, I dunno.....he looked REALLY good exercising. He was sweaty but not disgusting. His skin was all glowy and his muscles all taut....I HAD to tackle him. his friend tried to get a picture...but I was too quick Then he and Clif wanted to race back down. Galen hesitated and asked if it was ok with me and I said of course and he told his friends to keep an eye on me to make sure I didn't get lost or hurt.
Then we went DOWN into this hole thing with an awesome waterfall in it....he helped me through it....even though it slowed him down. And I said "I'm sorry...you deserve a better girlfriend" and he said "there isn't one." I was like.....aw. Then, today...skiing and snowboarding. His parents paid for my ski tickets. I wore mostly Galen's stuff. lol....so it's extra awesomeness and cuddly. Oh, and furthermore, the first night here...Galen slept on a blow up bed on the floor next to the bed I was sleeping in. Then the next night we were hanging with his friends and they asked if we were sleeping together while here and I said no and Galen said that it was because I didn't think it was PC. And his friends were like, his parents probably wouldn't mind. So that night, he slept in the bed with me. His mom asked if we did anything, but didn't mind when Galen said that we didn't. So...woot. He's extra cuddly here.
Ok, next day....I skied today. Galen spent 30 minutes teaching me how to stand up on the skis after falling down. So I kept saying that I couldn't and Galen finally told me to shut the hell up. He said I wasn't allowed to talk while he was teaching me. So I kept silent...but I started crying after awhile. He stayed up and kept telling me to stand up. Finally he took my skis off and made me try to stand up in the ski boots. Finally I could do that. So he put the boots back on and made me try with the skies. A few mroe tries and I could stand. Galen started grinning and hugged me and told me to do it again. I did it again and he said, "See how much I love you? I just spent 30 minutes teaching you how to stand. do it again." So I did it 5 more times in a row and started crying. He asked me what was wrong and why I was crying and I said it was because he didn't leave. And he was lke..."And that makes you sad? because if it does...I'm very confused." I shook my head and said it was because everybody gives p on me when I'm pessimistic. And he said that he was bad at being firm...because he kept feeling bad and when I started crying he almost dropped down and hugged me and carried me into the lodge. So....lol. Then we went on a REALLY long run....it had 3 kinda steep places. At first I kept falling a lot....then I got better...but then near the end I got really depressed about it and fell again some more. And then we finally got through the entire run and it took like 1.5 hours and I apologized all the way down the chair lift and Galen refused to accept my apology because he said I didn't have anything to be sorry about. He knew I was a beginner and he knew he was going to spend a long time helping me, but he loved me and I'm his girlfriend and Clif stayed with me the whole time because he's my friend and wanted to help me too. So I almost cried again. Anyway, I'm fairly bruised up....and my shoulder and thumb are jammed and there is a pretty nice bruise on my ankle.
Galen and I are going to the movies after dinner tonight...and then tomorrow we are going to the hot springs after Galen and Clif ski and snowboard. ^.^ I'm insanely happy here. Galen is so wonderful. No....see, with catori I WANTED so bad to be in love with him. I ignored everything that indicated that it should be otherwise. So from the very beginning I was like.....lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove. With Galen I was like...no...no love...nononono. Then I started liking him and I was like.....gah. So then he decided to date me and I was like...ok, fine...I'll like him. so like like like. so I'd get mad from time to time and would want to stop dating him. Then he'd do something awesome and I'd be like....*sigh* fine....then I started noticing how even though he has moments where he's extremely selfish....he's so caring with me. When we cross the street, he always holds my hand. *sighs* I still would rather not be in love....it could hurt me and I don't want to be hurt....but I have a much harder time seeing him intentionally hurting me. I'm the first girl he's ever been really serious about. He told me that he didn't really care anytime he upset other girlfriends, or care if they broke up with him, even when he was the one to ask them out. It does weird me out sometimes when he acts like my father.....it doesn't weird me out when he acts like my dad....but sometimes he treats me like I'm his daughter. Well...doesn't weird me out THAT much....I treat him like I'm his mother sometimes. And It's quite comforting when he does things like that. Speaking of which....I don't WANT kids anytime soon...but Galen would be a good father. Ugh....I don't even want to SAY that because it sounds like I want kids with him. I'm just saying....if we stayed together and I was ready to have kids....he would be a good father.
Anyway...my shoulder is killing me right now from skiing today so I'm going to head out....I'll talk to you guys later. Bye