This is a TMI post
But first of all, let me say hi to all my other new friends:
duol2fic,
hpchickadee,
inell,
kerosinkanister,
muggle_prof, and
tjwritter. Hugs and cookies to all of you!
Well. this is the TMI post. An ex is getting married on Feb. 8, my office crush is getting married on Jan. 29, and my best guy friend who sent "more than friends" feelers some time ago but whom I turned down, is starting to date someone.
I feel left out. And left behind. Gosh.
Oh well then, that's about it. No, wait. It's not like I'm hung up on the three aforementioned boys. I just, you know, miss having a boy to myself. Someone to cuddle with and pet and feed (no, that's my dog). But basically, yeah. It's cold, I'm a bit lonely. *cue Air Supply music*
I miss making out. I miss sex. I miss hand-holding. *meep* Yes, I must admit, I have my period right now that's why I'm overly emotional. And fuck, yeah, the period corresponding to mood swings is true and is not made up by girls STFU, you male!
The funny thing is, I know I'm not ready for another relationship. I can't handle the commitment, as I am too selfish right now. And I'm too chicken for random!sex so that is out. So really, it's by choice that I haven't had (good) sex for ages. Meh. I hate it.
So there, that is basically it. I can only hope that my next relationship will come soon, and it will be with a man who is sensitive, strong, responsible, carefree, funny and deep. I can also only hope that that man exists in RL and not just between the pages of a book. He may or may not be straight. I can live with bisexual as long as he lets me watch when he is with other men. Because I like watching.
duol2fic,
hpchickadee,
inell,
kerosinkanister,
muggle_prof, and
tjwritter. Hugs and cookies to all of you!
Well. this is the TMI post. An ex is getting married on Feb. 8, my office crush is getting married on Jan. 29, and my best guy friend who sent "more than friends" feelers some time ago but whom I turned down, is starting to date someone.
I feel left out. And left behind. Gosh.
Oh well then, that's about it. No, wait. It's not like I'm hung up on the three aforementioned boys. I just, you know, miss having a boy to myself. Someone to cuddle with and pet and feed (no, that's my dog). But basically, yeah. It's cold, I'm a bit lonely. *cue Air Supply music*
I miss making out. I miss sex. I miss hand-holding. *meep* Yes, I must admit, I have my period right now that's why I'm overly emotional. And fuck, yeah, the period corresponding to mood swings is true and is not made up by girls STFU, you male!
The funny thing is, I know I'm not ready for another relationship. I can't handle the commitment, as I am too selfish right now. And I'm too chicken for random!sex so that is out. So really, it's by choice that I haven't had (good) sex for ages. Meh. I hate it.
So there, that is basically it. I can only hope that my next relationship will come soon, and it will be with a man who is sensitive, strong, responsible, carefree, funny and deep. I can also only hope that that man exists in RL and not just between the pages of a book. He may or may not be straight. I can live with bisexual as long as he lets me watch when he is with other men. Because I like watching.