Apr 19, 2012 10:48
Shadow magic.
Of course it was fucking shadow magic, right.
That Firestrike guy couldn't fix it, said it was buried in too deep, whoever did it really wanted me to stay this way or something. Had to be someone close. Had to be someone I knew that I'd let get close enough to fuck with my head.
There's only one person that uses the shadow that comes to mind. Should've kept my damn mouth shut, if it wasn't Ryn I don't want him to get into a bunch of shit with Felix and Nor.
Felix says he's going to talk to that Anew guy or however you spell his name. See when I was there, if it meshes with my own memories or if it's happened since my head got messed with.
Really don't want to believe Ryn would do this to me.
Really, really don't.
... Maybe I should go have a talk with him myself, see if he'll own up to it or just be confused.
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't kinda gla You're forgetting shit. The rest of it is awesome, and I don't want to think about losing it or what might happen if I go back to how I was, but this can't
It can't go on. I can't stay like this, with a bunch of magic in my head doing who knows what to me.
Damn it.
pretty sure do not want,
let's do the crazy dance,
probably should be more worried,
the world is full of dumb,
dramuhs,
shenanigans