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I am so glad that I am not in a relationship anymore, not only do I not have to worry about what the other person is doing all the time, or what their intentions are, I DONT HAVE TO FUCKING ARGUE!!! Its awesome and amazing, I didnt think I would like this whole single thing especially when I thought ben and I were going to be together for a long time. But damn its like someone woke me up and I am seeing clearly again. My self esteem has sky rocketed these past couple of weeks, not only because I have a crap ton of people that boost my self esteem on a regular basis, but because there is no negative in my life anymore. Number one I do what I want. Number two I get to be as damn selfish as I want. Number three I answer to nobody.
Sometimes i want someone to sleep in my bed with me and stroke my hair as I fall asleep...but ben never did that...no...Nathan did that to me last weekend and it was very nice. Being alone is really not that bad. Getting over not having someone is hard at first but all in all everything will fall into place at one time or another you just have to wait your turn. I think that things will fall into place for me once I figure out what I want to do with my life. my life is but a blank canvas that i have only begun starting to paint upon. and my qoute of the year "life is but a stage and we are merely players"
Talk me down,safe and sound tooo strung up to sleep. Wear me out, scream and shout.
Underground, watching space, im open..... to falling from grace.
Six feet underground
Hey are you lonely? summer has gone so slowly. we have found that ground and the damage is done. Where did you go to...but your alive..buts its only falling frames they told me. but you stand out
Sometimes i want someone to sleep in my bed with me and stroke my hair as I fall asleep...but ben never did that...no...Nathan did that to me last weekend and it was very nice. Being alone is really not that bad. Getting over not having someone is hard at first but all in all everything will fall into place at one time or another you just have to wait your turn. I think that things will fall into place for me once I figure out what I want to do with my life. my life is but a blank canvas that i have only begun starting to paint upon. and my qoute of the year "life is but a stage and we are merely players"
Talk me down,safe and sound tooo strung up to sleep. Wear me out, scream and shout.
Underground, watching space, im open..... to falling from grace.
Six feet underground
Hey are you lonely? summer has gone so slowly. we have found that ground and the damage is done. Where did you go to...but your alive..buts its only falling frames they told me. but you stand out