wondering

Oct 12, 2005 19:38

Ive found myself daydreaming alot lately. I dont know what it is with me, but when I am at work I am totally numb. I think about other things and theres always a song stuck in my head, I sometimes wonder why the hell I am so random, or why i think about some pointless shit, I dont smoke weed, I lead a pretty ordinary life. maybe thats it, its just so ordinary that my mind craves for tastes of others lives or something deep like that. I bought a journal and its awesome. I write in it every night. its a sort of portal if you will, to write down seem bad thoughts that I have had, or just to figure out my life. I write on here yeah, but this writing with the pen and paper and a lot better I must say, for I am the only one reading it. anyone ever feel that their life is in a rut? anyone anyone?

On a good note, me and alot of my friends are going on halloween as lords of the rings characters. haha it will be great, I am going as gandolf. i have this fab idea!! anyone want to go to a awesome costume party with us? just call me or answer me onhere. its one of the biggest ones in lexington...i cant wait.
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