Feb 17, 2011 20:26
As much as I would love to have a surrogate mother from India I just can't bring myself to do it. I'm still torn on if it's taking advantage of the women or helping them out. Plus everything just seems so risky. That being said I have been looking into adoption and i've requested information packets. The whole process seems so confusing, expensive, time consuming, and overwhelming.
This is something Paul and I have been talking about for years but we've never taken any action. I'm kinda of scared to be honest. Are we ready to be parents? Will I be a good parent? Will the child have mental or physical disabilities? Will the child fit in? Am I ready to give up my freedom for the next 18 or so years? So many questions and emotions. When I talk to Paul about it he says it will be hard but in the end it will be worth it. I hope he is right.