"I wanna I wanna I wanna be PRETTY"
So I'm sitting there grilling today and thinking about life in general and realized I'm pretty damned happy. Not in a "LIKE OMG, I AM LIKE SOOOOOO HAPPY!!!11!!!! LOLZ" But more of a whole, general contented happy (what I'm trying to expres shere is in reference to the last update, in which i complained of people saying "at least I'm happy". I'm happy, but not because it's at least. You understand what i am saying, right?).
It's the little things in life I'm really starting to appreciate. Even things I used to HATE doing. The biggest example has to be cutting the grass. I abhored that with a passion up until this year. Now...now I love doing it. Every sunday at 2 pm. And not just running the mower either. I edge, trim, sweep, and make it look nice. I'm pretty proud of it. Another thing I've gotten into doing again (I really missed it) is cooking. ON THE GRILL! Nothin beats homecooked grilled meals. I am a grill master. Hell, even cleaning I enjoy.
I guess the lesson I'm trying to get across (because everything needs a moral/lesson) is that instead of doing things to make you happy, make the things you do be fun and happy. Yes, I have become a sage of advice and reason. Don't expect it all the time. I'm just in a contemplative, not lazy mood.
And today I also bought my concert tickets. Next week should be fun. Sunday is Finger Eleven concert. Must avoid Jess. Must find Reena. I need the play list this time. No more giving it away to pretty girls. Hopefully we'll get to talk to scott again, he's a real cool guy. And then on saturday, I get to see LLK. And this time I take my cousin. That should be interesting. REAL RESPONSIBILITY! Holy Crap. Either way, it'll still be fun.
I still want my 2003 thunderbird. Really I do. Buy me one!
And my journal has a new title...ooooh! Gonna work on a new color scheme now. With ACTUAL COLOR!!
It's the little things in life I'm really starting to appreciate. Even things I used to HATE doing. The biggest example has to be cutting the grass. I abhored that with a passion up until this year. Now...now I love doing it. Every sunday at 2 pm. And not just running the mower either. I edge, trim, sweep, and make it look nice. I'm pretty proud of it. Another thing I've gotten into doing again (I really missed it) is cooking. ON THE GRILL! Nothin beats homecooked grilled meals. I am a grill master. Hell, even cleaning I enjoy.
I guess the lesson I'm trying to get across (because everything needs a moral/lesson) is that instead of doing things to make you happy, make the things you do be fun and happy. Yes, I have become a sage of advice and reason. Don't expect it all the time. I'm just in a contemplative, not lazy mood.
And today I also bought my concert tickets. Next week should be fun. Sunday is Finger Eleven concert. Must avoid Jess. Must find Reena. I need the play list this time. No more giving it away to pretty girls. Hopefully we'll get to talk to scott again, he's a real cool guy. And then on saturday, I get to see LLK. And this time I take my cousin. That should be interesting. REAL RESPONSIBILITY! Holy Crap. Either way, it'll still be fun.
I still want my 2003 thunderbird. Really I do. Buy me one!
And my journal has a new title...ooooh! Gonna work on a new color scheme now. With ACTUAL COLOR!!