I'm A BIg Idiot!!
Sometimes I wonser why i even talk you you guys cause i ussauly dont listen. Well last night me emily and alicia went out. We ended out at Village Inn earlier than i ahd plan, and we ran into our friend Brandy and her bf. Well i was a little depressed for awhile because two of the girls that i really cared about were there and they were unreachable. Then Alicia all of the sudden starts hitting on me. Like she laid back on me and started kissing me. Me bein the idiot i am i didn't even stop her. She also took my hand and laid it right on her boobs and left it there. It's like whats goin on she's married yet shes here flirting with me. Then it was cold like 15 minutes after this happended she ups and leaves with Brandy and her bf. Then when we got back together sh had changed again. I honestly do not know why i put myself through all this pain. I care about her more than shell ever know, and yet she still will play wiht my feelings. I'm at a loss here. Well i gotta get to work. Peace out