Jul 24, 2005 00:35
so yeah, update.
ive been living in cambridge since i got back from a week in the cape with the holy cross posse. that week in itself was priceless and beautiful. thw weather was aweful we were only at the beach for a total of 2 hours but still, in that Hooters shrine of a capehouse i had some of the best times i know ill ever have and im sooo ok with that.
i was squatting in this appartment for a while before my sister took off to nyc but since she left its been the only real living on my own ive ever experienced. overall its amazing- the autonomy, but having to buy my own toilet paper totally blew my mind.
so im working two jobs now and bartending on call back home, paying rent is a new phenomenon as well. its great though i cant think of a much better job right now than waitress/bartender as far as the money, the time and the social life goes.
i went to canada under the responsible-looking guise that i had to finally meet one of my high school best friend's boyfriend whom shes been seeing for like two years now. but in reality it was a semi-free 5 day romp of beach, nap, eat, drink, sleep beach, nap eat sleep drink... but i did meet the boyfriend and they're actually perfect for eachother; two tanning salon frequenting, club going hilarious wierdos and im so happy for her.
i randomly hopped a bus to nyc on wed night. mizu went back to japan today and i wanted to see her before she left. i crashed at columbia both nights, binged in little italy, hung out and generally misbehaved in union square park, got lost all alone in the nyc subway at 3am, explored the pg-13 underbelly of the city and treasured mizuki and jasons company- got a wicked cool hat too.
so there's a boy- kind of. but mostly the most confusing and backward-flowing mating game i've ever particupated in. but i feel free to vent about it here because he'll never read this, chances are his friends wont even which is an example of the wierdness; he soo not into livenjournal or myspace... go figure. not that i NEED to, or maybe even want to change my status on facebook or myspace from 'single' to 'in a relationship with [fill in love of life's name here] at [school in which love of life is studing]' where i can set up the clever little link to my man and let the world in on my bliss, but it would be nice to have someone be upset that i didnt... girls, do you know what i mean?
but in general i really cant complain i love living in cambridge, surrounded by live music and street art- interesting people everywhere fun to have if you look for it or not. far superior to worcester and bellingham even on its worst days. i'm keeping in good touch with friends new and old which makes my insides feel better.
so yeah, updated.
as a side note i will no longer bow down to spell check, think of my writing as an interpretation of the english language, im taking creative license out on spelling's ass