Kyuwook XD
Title: Farewell..
Rating: PG/Angst
Couple: Kyuwook word count: 471
Summary: How you stopped me from cutting my life.. as you told me to be strong.. stronger than ever be..
A/N: Beta version of my farewell thanx to thewindchime unnie!! *hugs* I love you baby!!! >////< (I'm supposed to write something but~~ well yeah~~ I was bedridden for 3 days TTxTT *poutes*)
Happy Halloween!! >////< (credit on pic)
Do you know that only death that can part us??
Do you know that if you’re dead, I’ll be dead too??
Do you know that death is nothing compared to our love??
Those are all things I want to say to him before he left.
Left for eternity as I, this coward and useless man, could never tell this to him, not even once.
I am alone here, demanding for nothing as I sit with my back against the wall… the cold white wall that has the same color as my shirt… my shirt for attending his funeral.
People might ask why I didn’t wear black. Why I wore white for him. Why I didn’t stay at his side.
We’re inseparable for we’ve been together since we’re little. We never left each other’s side as we always laced our hands together, running together on the green field, embracing one another, and even sharing our kiss.
We even shared bed together, no matter how old we were and where we belonged. We’ve always been together.
That’s it.
We love each other, so we shouldn’t be parted.
I take my wrist and look at it. It seems like I need to end it soon, so that I can go to your place, hyung-ah~
I smile in peace as I use my other hand to grab the sharp cutter that will fit so well against my pale skin. Yes, this time, I won’t be such a coward anymore. No more time to wait, no more tears to spill…
I’ll be by your side, Wookie-ah~
But the wind blows hard, distracting me from my last moment here.
Then you appear in front of me…
With smile, you hold my face, embracing me in your arms…
You don’t say anything, just smiles and nods…
A nod that shows me how you miss me…
A nod that tells me you don’t want me to follow you…
A nod that tells me to be strong, stronger than I could ever be…
A nod that tells me I’m not alone…
Then I wonder… what if I can hear your voice once again…
What if you say ‘I love you’?
Will I be able to hold myself like this?
Hold myself back from running to your side…
Hold myself and be brave to cut my life…
What if you didn't appear in my life from the very start
What if I never knew you, my Kim Ryeowook-ah~~
So, I decide…
No matter how hurtful my life will be...
As long as you stay in my heart, I'll be strong and carry on..
"So rest yourself well, Wookie-ah~~ I'll be fine with you here"
I hold my chest and wave my hands...
"Wait for me there, we'll meet again... For sure..."
Then I pass out my, having myself rest in smile…
I need to start over all things ^w^ *dizzy*