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Sep 23, 2006 00:14

Wow...extern is really tying me up. Aldo is 3 blocks away and I have not been able to buy anything...yet. I'm going tomorrow because I'm super wiped out from the restaurant. Today I did boy jobs...you know, like straining stock from kettles which I can fit in and cleaning veal bones bigger than my head. I don't know if they're testing me but I'm not complaining either. I totally saw this coming.


Pero okay lang, kasi ampogi ng namamahala sa kin. As in. Pogi talaga. Alam mo naman tayo, nagpapa-alipin sa gwapo, basta gwapo. hahaha. In fairness, mabait siya ha. Mahinhin pa kung magsalita. Kung di lang siya yung nagbabantay sa kin, nakuuuuu....dapat pagkatapos ng trabaho ko, labas kami. hahaha.

I'm kind of sad cause my dad was here the whole week but I only got to see him twice cause of work. He ate in the restaurant yesterday but I wasn't able to join him and my cousins cause I was working. He's leaving tomorrow and a while ago he called me to say goodbye and he was crying. I feel really bad because I want to be near him but I really don't want to go back home you know. I don't know if there's anything left for me there, aside from my dogs. My dad and my brother have their own lives and I rarely even see them even when I'm in Manila. All my friends have their own lives too, jobs and boyfriends and things like that. I have no homesickness whatsoever and I have no intention of settling back home, unless I'm forced to if my visa runs out.

I'm really happier here so it makes me sad that I'm making my dad sad. Owel. =(






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