Death and other fun things
so today i went to a funeral for a person I had never met. it was... irksome. mainly because i could not get over the fashion choices of some of the attendee's so i should probably break down who the funeral was for before i delve into my rant. the stiff (i know i'm such an ass) was named ... kathy? her real names kathleen i think. anyway shes married to a second cousin of mine that i guess cut himself off from the family after his sister committed suicide. he recently go back in touch with my mom because apparently they were close. she really loved his sister and was devastated by her death as well. this happened a while ago. anywhozlebees his wife died. we had only me her once when we were shopping for a walker for me from when i pulled my groin and she and his sister rachelle were looking at those recliners that lift you up into a standing position. we have my grandfathers from when he was sick. i guess mom got to talking to them i dont know i think i was in the car because i was sleepy or had a headache or something. and so i guess don emailed mom and said was that you at the medical supply store that was my wife and sister you were talking to so glad you guys finally met because apparently moms been trying to meet her for a while but shes been sick. anyway she died on wednesday. the thing was today
. now allow me to be a horrific and vile human being and complain. so this thing was like the 9th... yes i want to say 9th perhaps the 10th maybe even the 11th. i forget which circle of hell for me. in this circle you are frozen and your tears turn to ice on your face. its bad. so thats what it felt like i did not know anyone and for some crazy reason my mother and grandmother would from time to time forget to introduce me. so there i am the girl who loves to talk completely and utterly silent. so i'm already going crazy. i start people watching and i am SHOCKED. the granddaughter of rachelle is wearing a skimpy tight dress with her boobs up and out ok so its grey with polka doted bra area (thats what that fabric "space" looked like! )shes in black high heels and the whole look screams going out for drinks with the girls. not grieving for dead family member. i was disgusted. god i sound like an old prude. but really! thens these two girls about slutty girls age wearing casual sun dresses. light green and bright blue flower patterns while wonderful are not right for funerals. sorry but this is the case. am i crazy in thinking these girls must have had some nice ish black and or dark colored clothes? dark colored jeans and a nice top would have worked fine. while i dont have much i do have a pair of wide legged black gaucho like pants and a nice black and white lacy top that i wore. true i paired it with flip flops but i didnt look bad. i could have worn my green sort of silky tunic top or my red one or even a plain shirt i have. i have a niceish sun dress/ kinda formal dress thats dark blue black and white (sounds bad but really pretty kind of Greek goddessy. its all like chiffon looped in the front then draping down) and this is all from the closet from a girl who lives in tank tops and shorts. who shops three times a year. fall back to school. winter break. and spring break. i have only done .. mmm fall/winter this year. so my clothes stash is not as big as it should be. ( i have to give away clothes to get clothes sometimes) . i am willing to allow that the sun dress girls might have had to come straight from something to the funeral but the other girl.. i have a feeling this dress was picked for this event. clearly i am a crazed viscous bitch.
in other.. sadder news i have been informed my beloved bri that her wonderful cat kitty has passed on to the great meow mix factory in the sky. i think it would be nice if we all went to her lj and said goodbye to this magnificent feline. may the salmon be plentiful, may the catnip be intense, and may he find cuddly beds and balls with little bells inside of them in the great beyond. amen.
. now allow me to be a horrific and vile human being and complain. so this thing was like the 9th... yes i want to say 9th perhaps the 10th maybe even the 11th. i forget which circle of hell for me. in this circle you are frozen and your tears turn to ice on your face. its bad. so thats what it felt like i did not know anyone and for some crazy reason my mother and grandmother would from time to time forget to introduce me. so there i am the girl who loves to talk completely and utterly silent. so i'm already going crazy. i start people watching and i am SHOCKED. the granddaughter of rachelle is wearing a skimpy tight dress with her boobs up and out ok so its grey with polka doted bra area (thats what that fabric "space" looked like! )shes in black high heels and the whole look screams going out for drinks with the girls. not grieving for dead family member. i was disgusted. god i sound like an old prude. but really! thens these two girls about slutty girls age wearing casual sun dresses. light green and bright blue flower patterns while wonderful are not right for funerals. sorry but this is the case. am i crazy in thinking these girls must have had some nice ish black and or dark colored clothes? dark colored jeans and a nice top would have worked fine. while i dont have much i do have a pair of wide legged black gaucho like pants and a nice black and white lacy top that i wore. true i paired it with flip flops but i didnt look bad. i could have worn my green sort of silky tunic top or my red one or even a plain shirt i have. i have a niceish sun dress/ kinda formal dress thats dark blue black and white (sounds bad but really pretty kind of Greek goddessy. its all like chiffon looped in the front then draping down) and this is all from the closet from a girl who lives in tank tops and shorts. who shops three times a year. fall back to school. winter break. and spring break. i have only done .. mmm fall/winter this year. so my clothes stash is not as big as it should be. ( i have to give away clothes to get clothes sometimes) . i am willing to allow that the sun dress girls might have had to come straight from something to the funeral but the other girl.. i have a feeling this dress was picked for this event. clearly i am a crazed viscous bitch.
in other.. sadder news i have been informed my beloved bri that her wonderful cat kitty has passed on to the great meow mix factory in the sky. i think it would be nice if we all went to her lj and said goodbye to this magnificent feline. may the salmon be plentiful, may the catnip be intense, and may he find cuddly beds and balls with little bells inside of them in the great beyond. amen.