it's going to be a weird easter..
I have never spent a holiday (other than New Years ONCE, but that doesn't really count as a holiday that's just an excuse to party (in my opinion anyway)) away from my family.
This Easter will be a first and i know not a last.
but it's just weird to me...
it'll for once be a nice small celebration with my boyfriends family - i've always wanted one, but i never realized how much i'd miss the crazy familyness of home...
oh - well
i'm not too concerned - i know i will have a FABULOUS time at my boyfriends because i absolutely love his family and get along with them very well....
hahaha his dad is funny...
i'm the first boy/girlfriend any of his children have brought home and he's still all old school....
it's just funny - it reminds me of my father when i had my first boyfriend ---- it's really cute...
and some of the stuff that comes out of his mouth to travis is HiLarIOUs!!!!!!!!!
hahaha oh well -
anyway :
i'm at work right now and am bored out of my butt and my shift doesn't end until 7 AM!!!!!!!!!
(right now it's 01:24 am)
I got a new computer game today :DDDDDDDDD I got microsoft simulator X!!!!!!!!!
it's really cool and fun - but it's really touchy - it kind of drives me nutz...but it'll be good - i need work on my wind correction and such using an ADF (a certain instrument on the control panel) so i'm hoping this will help me out a bit...
but i gotta learn how to use it first! haha..
i'm really happy to have spent the money on it - it really makes me feel good and worthy ya know?! you have to treat yourself after so many months of not....and let me tell you IT FEELS GOOD WHEN YA DO!!!!!!!!!
but i love compy games now - there's a really cute penguin game i wanna check out - it's of a zoo and the penguins can run around town and shit - i donno i think it'd be interesting...
otherwise i haven't worked in a week and it felt really really erally realllyyy damnn good - I've been so stressed and overwhelmed lately it's good for me to take a break. and plus the drama that has been going on here wasn't helping AT ALL!!!!!!!!!
but life is getting better...
it feels good to be back on overnights - but i'm not prepared - i'm soo tired right now it sucks...but the boys are bringing me back a slushy from garvey (our on campus crappy dining hall hahahaha - i'm p U m P e D!!!!!!!! FREEE FOOODD!!!!!!!
life is going really well for me - i'm getting better..my boyfriend and i are better than life :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD and i just can't grasp everything...
I'm gonna live up here in st. cloud for half the summer so i can finish up on my instrument rating. This way i won't have to take a break in the middle of my training and pay extra to get unrusty and blah blah blah....it'll be fun - i'm gonna live with the boy for two weeks, then live on my friend alex's couch! :DDDDDDD
haha it'll be fun...
i'm pumped, i'm still gonna work here at safety for that half of summer, hopefully as an officer so i can friggen move...but there are no promises... (i'll know in a week and a half or so)
the only drawback to living up here for half and in milwaukee for the rest is i will only have the shitty pay of vickies to save up with and that really flippin sucks because i need A LOT more than that to fly! and i really really really really have been wanting a video camera, i was gonna get one once i finished my instrument since i can get a good one in two paychecks here, but since mono pushed me back i won't be able to
and i'm really flipping grumpy..
I'm gonna wait and see what my folks are gonna do for my birthday - maybe they'll get me a camera as a b-day and part of christmas gift...we'll see...
mmm - as of right now i don't have too much so i'm gonna go and probably post again a little later..
This Easter will be a first and i know not a last.
but it's just weird to me...
it'll for once be a nice small celebration with my boyfriends family - i've always wanted one, but i never realized how much i'd miss the crazy familyness of home...
oh - well
i'm not too concerned - i know i will have a FABULOUS time at my boyfriends because i absolutely love his family and get along with them very well....
hahaha his dad is funny...
i'm the first boy/girlfriend any of his children have brought home and he's still all old school....
it's just funny - it reminds me of my father when i had my first boyfriend ---- it's really cute...
and some of the stuff that comes out of his mouth to travis is HiLarIOUs!!!!!!!!!
hahaha oh well -
anyway :
i'm at work right now and am bored out of my butt and my shift doesn't end until 7 AM!!!!!!!!!
(right now it's 01:24 am)
I got a new computer game today :DDDDDDDDD I got microsoft simulator X!!!!!!!!!
it's really cool and fun - but it's really touchy - it kind of drives me nutz...but it'll be good - i need work on my wind correction and such using an ADF (a certain instrument on the control panel) so i'm hoping this will help me out a bit...
but i gotta learn how to use it first! haha..
i'm really happy to have spent the money on it - it really makes me feel good and worthy ya know?! you have to treat yourself after so many months of not....and let me tell you IT FEELS GOOD WHEN YA DO!!!!!!!!!
but i love compy games now - there's a really cute penguin game i wanna check out - it's of a zoo and the penguins can run around town and shit - i donno i think it'd be interesting...
otherwise i haven't worked in a week and it felt really really erally realllyyy damnn good - I've been so stressed and overwhelmed lately it's good for me to take a break. and plus the drama that has been going on here wasn't helping AT ALL!!!!!!!!!
but life is getting better...
it feels good to be back on overnights - but i'm not prepared - i'm soo tired right now it sucks...but the boys are bringing me back a slushy from garvey (our on campus crappy dining hall hahahaha - i'm p U m P e D!!!!!!!! FREEE FOOODD!!!!!!!
life is going really well for me - i'm getting better..my boyfriend and i are better than life :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD and i just can't grasp everything...
I'm gonna live up here in st. cloud for half the summer so i can finish up on my instrument rating. This way i won't have to take a break in the middle of my training and pay extra to get unrusty and blah blah blah....it'll be fun - i'm gonna live with the boy for two weeks, then live on my friend alex's couch! :DDDDDDD
haha it'll be fun...
i'm pumped, i'm still gonna work here at safety for that half of summer, hopefully as an officer so i can friggen move...but there are no promises... (i'll know in a week and a half or so)
the only drawback to living up here for half and in milwaukee for the rest is i will only have the shitty pay of vickies to save up with and that really flippin sucks because i need A LOT more than that to fly! and i really really really really have been wanting a video camera, i was gonna get one once i finished my instrument since i can get a good one in two paychecks here, but since mono pushed me back i won't be able to
and i'm really flipping grumpy..
I'm gonna wait and see what my folks are gonna do for my birthday - maybe they'll get me a camera as a b-day and part of christmas gift...we'll see...
mmm - as of right now i don't have too much so i'm gonna go and probably post again a little later..