hopelessly confused

[giggles17]

whatever comes after confused...i don't like it. i thought it to death. it's the end of an era. it's the end of the world as we know it. what the fuck is going on here? i have no fucking clue.

everything feels very grey. i have no idea what's the right thing or the wrong thing to do and the days are going by really fast. it's fucking miserable.