so much to do, so little time
okay....so the in general freaking out has to do with a lot of things...i feel like i need to put an explination everywhere before everyone just decideds i'm loosing my mind...
o i need to bring my GPA up .2 this semester...at least, cuz if i want to do everything i want to do over the next yr i need some cushion... and it doesn't help that i'm back at school and my classes are not even real classes, but actually starting to become hard classes...
o i have so much god damn work to do already, i've had 3 days of classes....so more work then i usually have in november on average.
o this is it kids, this is decision time...and here's what i don't know..
1)anything about GRE's, or even when i need to take them
2)what i want to do
3)really i have nothing figured out as much as i feel like i should so we'll leavle it at that...and i need to get my resume done...and find an internship and... yea.
o see there's this boy...and i like him a lot, but the truth of the matter is he actaully adds very little stress to my life and every day when i talk to him its one of the more exciting parts of my day...
...and no matter what happens with that or not i really need to be wicked borring this semester cuz i need to get my ass in gear. and that's what it comes down too, and i'm doing the SOA protest, going on 2 retreats, an once again the vice president of helping hawks, and i'm starting work with habitat for humanity. so really... i have a lot on my mind right now, and i wish i could just remember to take my coffee with me with i leave in the am
i miss my girls a lot and i like this comming home every few weeks cuz there's just too much that changes when i'm in philly for 7 weeks and i can be like "hey, this is what's going on...i have these choices to make, what do you think." ...cuz i can't do that in october, the choices are already in the works and the applications already have to be in... and the choices are even bigger then italy this time...so that's that, i promise i'm not going crazy...i'm just so stressed sometimes i wish that were the case.
o i need to bring my GPA up .2 this semester...at least, cuz if i want to do everything i want to do over the next yr i need some cushion... and it doesn't help that i'm back at school and my classes are not even real classes, but actually starting to become hard classes...
o i have so much god damn work to do already, i've had 3 days of classes....so more work then i usually have in november on average.
o this is it kids, this is decision time...and here's what i don't know..
1)anything about GRE's, or even when i need to take them
2)what i want to do
3)really i have nothing figured out as much as i feel like i should so we'll leavle it at that...and i need to get my resume done...and find an internship and... yea.
o see there's this boy...and i like him a lot, but the truth of the matter is he actaully adds very little stress to my life and every day when i talk to him its one of the more exciting parts of my day...
...and no matter what happens with that or not i really need to be wicked borring this semester cuz i need to get my ass in gear. and that's what it comes down too, and i'm doing the SOA protest, going on 2 retreats, an once again the vice president of helping hawks, and i'm starting work with habitat for humanity. so really... i have a lot on my mind right now, and i wish i could just remember to take my coffee with me with i leave in the am
i miss my girls a lot and i like this comming home every few weeks cuz there's just too much that changes when i'm in philly for 7 weeks and i can be like "hey, this is what's going on...i have these choices to make, what do you think." ...cuz i can't do that in october, the choices are already in the works and the applications already have to be in... and the choices are even bigger then italy this time...so that's that, i promise i'm not going crazy...i'm just so stressed sometimes i wish that were the case.