Wow, 132 weeks since I last wrote in here....
Hello. It is time I get this ball rolling. So much has happened since I have last been on here. I miss the playfulness, reflection, introspection, and at times the Cathartic feeling I would get every now and again when I was chattering away on here. It seems as though I need to nose around a bit just to get the "feel" of this place again.
I started the LJ LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG ago to help deal with my first husbands death. Since then, I have remarried. my oldest son is now 25 and has been out of the house for YEARS. He did come back after four years of not knowing where he is (frankly, I still think he is trying to find himself). I have just sent my daughter Sammi off to College this year at Bethel. She is doing a double major in Psychology and Political Science(yes, you did read that right). I have had terrible insomnia for quite a while now.....THIS is going to be my cure all. Why? Because I said so, that is why :)
In many of my ramblings, you will see me jibberjabbering about being without a voice. This is not a euphemism for me feeling like I am not heard. I have literally not had a voice now for what will be 2 years in Oct. It is something with my vocal cords as well as the muscles around them.
I will sign off for now, peek around a bit and take a looksee on some of my old LJ friends and see if I can get this thing mastered (yea, I know...I know).
Oh, and in case you forgot...I can't spell and I am not even going to pretend I can. I make no apologies for it and just ask that you consider it as part of my charm. ;)
I started the LJ LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG ago to help deal with my first husbands death. Since then, I have remarried. my oldest son is now 25 and has been out of the house for YEARS. He did come back after four years of not knowing where he is (frankly, I still think he is trying to find himself). I have just sent my daughter Sammi off to College this year at Bethel. She is doing a double major in Psychology and Political Science(yes, you did read that right). I have had terrible insomnia for quite a while now.....THIS is going to be my cure all. Why? Because I said so, that is why :)
In many of my ramblings, you will see me jibberjabbering about being without a voice. This is not a euphemism for me feeling like I am not heard. I have literally not had a voice now for what will be 2 years in Oct. It is something with my vocal cords as well as the muscles around them.
I will sign off for now, peek around a bit and take a looksee on some of my old LJ friends and see if I can get this thing mastered (yea, I know...I know).
Oh, and in case you forgot...I can't spell and I am not even going to pretend I can. I make no apologies for it and just ask that you consider it as part of my charm. ;)