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Speedy, my beloved doggie whom i loved ever so much, came to me in a dream this past holiday weekend. the last dream i can actually remember with speedy in it was in high school, when i saw speedy with his butt planted in the back yard and gigantic tears streaming down his face. in my dream, there was nothing i could do to change his endless sorrow. i believe that dream was a premonition, because not too long later, my daddy gave speedy away to a random stranger, and i never saw speedy again. my beloved doggie.
this year, speedy will be at least 16 years old. that's a pretty long life in dog years. the day before i had the most recent dream, i wondered how speedy was doing and if he was still alive. perhaps the dream that i had friday evening was the answer to my question. in my dream, i saw speedy, as clear as crystal, being happy. he was happy. so what does this mean? was speedy trying to say goodbye to me? i'd like to think so.
it's funny... i didn't feel any amount of sadness in my dream. in fact i was so happy for him. but now... i miss my dear little speedy-pie even more.
this year, speedy will be at least 16 years old. that's a pretty long life in dog years. the day before i had the most recent dream, i wondered how speedy was doing and if he was still alive. perhaps the dream that i had friday evening was the answer to my question. in my dream, i saw speedy, as clear as crystal, being happy. he was happy. so what does this mean? was speedy trying to say goodbye to me? i'd like to think so.
it's funny... i didn't feel any amount of sadness in my dream. in fact i was so happy for him. but now... i miss my dear little speedy-pie even more.