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HAPPY SAINT PATRICKS DAY!!!!!!!!!! i wish today was friday, i want to be with my honey, i miss him so much, its been 4 or 5 days since i've seen him. i want to hang with eric and malda i miss them too, they called me like 5 times today :( not fair, they got early release and we are stuck in school, uhh gay. i sometimes wish i woke up and the whole joshua thing was a dream and i was in a coma and all that stuff never happened. well idk i guess i kinda am glad all that happened cuz it made me whoi am today. i found out i might not get my license over break which sucks complete ass. i need it, well want it badly and i need a job so i can go to mchenry whenever not just when i can get a ride which is only on the weekends. today after school my SASS worker is coming over. my dad called and asked me to go to dave and busters for his birthday but i want matt to go but i doubt he can because he has to go to the hospital today, maybe he can get outta it. i know alot of people say its not good for me to be with him, but it feels rite to me, hes my rock when im weak and im his stone when hes not strong. we go together well, people onnly see that we were in rehab together not how we help each other and care about each other. with him i dont have to have him promise he wont hurt or leave me, i just knwo he wont. i never have to tell him im sad or upset, he just knows. it feels so good to have him in my life, it feels like he completes me(as weird as that sounds)hes so great, i 've been together with him for awhile now and we havent had sex and im not even worried about it cuz its not important to our relationship and i know it will happen when the times is rite.in conclusion i love him. only 15 minutes left of journalism and then 7th hour but i still got a whole nother day of school tomorrow. i love being irish its great! dani gave me a kickass necklace today and i plan to wear it later....but yeah, i need mad help with all my journalism work cuz i havent done any well yeah i think thats all for today.
I BLESS YE ALL WITH THE LUCK O' THE IRISH ON THIS WONDERFUL SAINT PATRICKS DAY!
I BLESS YE ALL WITH THE LUCK O' THE IRISH ON THIS WONDERFUL SAINT PATRICKS DAY!