Don't Believe everything you Think is not so funny right now...
My hellish withdrawal from Satan's Candy aka Paxil/Seroxat/Paroxetine continues...
Towards the nighttime ( when I would usually take it) it gets worse. I am ALWAYS nauseous, I can't eat almost at all. I manage to pick at something small, fat/dairy/sugar free and preferably frozen about twice a day on a good day, usually once a day. I have intense bouts of paranoia, the "Head Zaps" so unique to this "wonderful" medication are in full force. I have never had such insane headaches. I sabotage relashionships with people, because I give into either paranoia, or fear, or distrust, or whatever the HELL my brain comes up with. I know it's the neurons misfiring and my brain is getting back to it's natural balance, but my God, to LIVE through this hell is something else! I have these INSANE bouts of crying. They have nothing to do with my feelings or mood... It feels like someone just turned on a faucet behind my eyes and I cry for hours. No reason, just crying.
Sometimes there's this feeling... like your soul cannot be contained inside your body... I can HONESTLY say, you don't have to wait till you die to experience TRUE HELL!!
Towards the nighttime ( when I would usually take it) it gets worse. I am ALWAYS nauseous, I can't eat almost at all. I manage to pick at something small, fat/dairy/sugar free and preferably frozen about twice a day on a good day, usually once a day. I have intense bouts of paranoia, the "Head Zaps" so unique to this "wonderful" medication are in full force. I have never had such insane headaches. I sabotage relashionships with people, because I give into either paranoia, or fear, or distrust, or whatever the HELL my brain comes up with. I know it's the neurons misfiring and my brain is getting back to it's natural balance, but my God, to LIVE through this hell is something else! I have these INSANE bouts of crying. They have nothing to do with my feelings or mood... It feels like someone just turned on a faucet behind my eyes and I cry for hours. No reason, just crying.
Sometimes there's this feeling... like your soul cannot be contained inside your body... I can HONESTLY say, you don't have to wait till you die to experience TRUE HELL!!