December Depression
December has been a horrific month for me for a while... Not just me, my family... I lost loved ones in December, faced all kinds of shitstorms, so far it didn't disappoint, last year it was a fire, this year burst pipe, power outage... And the nightmares started... My Grandma raised me, we were ever apart 9 months of my entire life, she was like a Mom to me... I lost her, as well as Grandpa in December... and now I have these nightmares, every year, about the run up to her death... the tears, the goodbye, the horror, EVERY YEAR, I relieve it... I am afraid of sleeping...
I hate this month!!! I hate this damned month, I can't get out of bed... I manage to cover up myt depression with some topical meds, but it's there... I can't get out of bed
I hate this month!!! I hate this damned month, I can't get out of bed... I manage to cover up myt depression with some topical meds, but it's there... I can't get out of bed