Sero-Anniversary
Today is my 2 year sero-anniversary. Basically two years ago today I was sitting in a hospital bed after having knee surgery for a staph infection and was told that I am HIV+. It was shortly after that time that I was determined to celebrated my life every year around my birthday because these two dates were so close together. For two years now I have kept this promise to myself. Still though I sit, pause, and wonder how things could have been different. Sometimes I just beat myself up for being so stupid. Most times I'm just scared that with no health insurance, health care won't always be there for me, especially in this economy. I just have so many things going through my head right now. . .and just don't really have anyone to sit down and actually talk to about it all.