Land of the Sleepless
I've not been sleeping well lately. I try to go to sleep at a decent hour, I'm tired and I lay down, but I'm not able to actually sleep. I'm constantly up and down. Though I can't actually sleep until 1, 2, 3 o'clock in the morning. Yet like clockwork I'm up at 8:30. Sometimes I can go back to sleep, most times not. And it's beginning to affect me mentally. I get all fuzzy. Can't think straight. Unable to remember things. I become lethargic. Maybe it's my medication. I'm on an anti-viral, an anti-inflammatory, a non-narcotic pain medication, and an antidepressant. Or maybe it's just my frakked up life that I find myself not really living anymore. Truth be told, I just don't know anymore and truth be told because of the sleeplessness I just can't wrap my head around it.